2004-06-19 - 5:14 p.m.

I write because I have to. I guess it's easier to type than it is to hand write. My personal, paperbook journal is missing a few pages because i haven't had time to write in it. Now, online, I thrive.

I'm not sure who reads this anymore. Random strangers. You. If you can keep a secret, then I'll divulge everything to you.

I was so used to being single, for years. I was even hesitant and didn't date, for a while. Then one day, life gives me a choice and I took it. My heart told me to and I said, 'yes'. My friends kept saying, 'don't rush' or 'concentrate on school'. Both sides of my mind battled it out until my heart took me by the arm and shook me and said, 'figure it out yourself'. Being in a relationship is tough. I battle with it more often than not. Sometimes I think about my mental stress I didn't have before. But then I keep telling myself, 'it's an effort that I have to give'.

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